Kathleen Regan - Best or Worst? Lyrics

I'm scared to be happy
'Cause what if all these beautiful memories
Only turn to nightmares? It's not fair
You're not there to wake me up

It's funny how in my mind
I can sabotage a good time
But with you I'm trying hard to get it right
You love me on my worst days
And you've seen me in a good place
But sometimes my head just flies to outer space
'Cause you're here right now so why am I afraid?
I don't know why I'm this way

I'm scared to be happy
'Cause what if all these beautiful memories
Only turn to nightmares? It's not fair
You're not thеre to wake me up
I'm scarеd to be lonely
'Cause what if no one else ever holds me
The way that I'm used to, like you do?
'Cause you are the love I need
I guess I'm scared
That you could be the worst or the best thing that happened to me

You can tell me that you'll never leave
But I'm so bad with rationality
'Cause sometimes the broken part of me believes
That you won't stay for all of me

I'm scared to be happy
'Cause what if all these beautiful memories
Only turn to nightmares? It's not fair
You're not there to wake me up
I'm scared to be lonely
'Cause what if no one else ever holds me
The way that I'm used to, like you do?
'Cause you are the love I need
I guess I'm scared
That you could be the worst or the best thing that happened to me
That happened to me
I hate that I think I like that
So why can't I just relax?

I'm scared to be happy
'Cause what if all these beautiful memories
Only turn to nightmares? It's not fair
You are the love I need
And I guess I'm scared
That you could be the worst or the best thing that happened to me