There was a time I thought
You'd rather see me dead
So desperately I wanted to be wrong
Only death do they
Say they love you
So only in mine
You'll regret what you said
I asked you to apologize
But you wouldn't dare
So for a while my resentment lingered
Until I couldn't take it and I
Apologized for something you did because I wanted you
And I was willing to take that poison to have you
So we never happened
And I guess that's fine
But I need to know now
Was it all organized crime
Were you telling me I'm beautiful
Then laughing to your friends
Saying, "You should've seen her face
When I told her she was deserving of love"
I'm just waiting
For the day
The wind
Blows me away
And I'll become some song in the wind
Where I can touch your face again
Where were the warning signs
They were in my eyes
They've lost their color
Oh, I think I've gone blind
One touch from you and I'd be healed for time
But you wouldn't touch me
To save your life
How do I turn the page
Knowing you won't be in the chapter
This house is so hollow
You've boarded up the windows
And long moved out
The water doesn't run
And the lights have burned out
But I'm still here
Becoming part of the dust
Holding tight to a candle
That the wind has blown
Out