Katelyn Poole - (w)hole Lyrics

I'm so alone
I'll accept any affection
Even if it's from the wrong person
I'll consider anyone
If they tell me I'm pretty
I just wanna feel pretty
It's been two years since my ED
And I'm not as skinny
I should be happy
But I'm not
And I'm sorry if that's alarming
But I miss how I look when I'm starving
I just wanna feel whole, again
But I didn't feel whole back then
Tell me what will fill this hole, again?
I just wanna feel pretty
You tell me I look pretty
So I guess you'll do
Just wish it wasn't you
There was a boy I once knew
He made me feel like love was a new thing
That we'd just invented
When he'd hold me just a little longer
In the back of that room
Now there's no you, and
I just wanna feel whole, again
But I didn't feel whole back then
Tell me what will fill this hole, again
I just wanna feel pretty
You tell me I look pretty
So I guess you'll do
Just wish it wasn't you
I look in the mirror and say
It's a good thing
It means you're healthy
That's a good thing
That's a good thing
I see you with someone else
You've moved on
That's a good thing
That's a good thing
That's a good thing
I just wanna feel whole, again
But I didn't feel whole back then
Tell me what will fill this hole, again?
I just wanna feel pretty
You tell me I look pretty
So I guess you'll do
Just wish it wasn't you
It wasn't you
And it never was
It wasn't you, wasn't you
And it never was
Never was