Kate Crash - 20 or 99 Lyrics

Love and youth and death and all these questions of time and the strangeness of (my) life
An inexplicable world that burns itself instead of waiting for the sun to shine
Here in my tub the water's hot my legs are blurry shimmers in the dark I hear only cars
I'm dreaming of ships passing by in the night sky sailing me away
I get outta the tub wrinkled and young spread my arms and jump to that big blue ship
Going anywhere but here 'cause anywhere but here is all I wanna be
Somewhere above the waves that keep crashing my head water logging my heart
Hello shop, not another man, I swear, not another drug
Just a way out and up and up and up

I might be 20 or 99 or halfway to hell
I might 20 or 99 or just lost in myself
Halfway though homeroom class
Halfway from knowing who the f*ck I am
Halfway to halfway but nowhere today