Bruises Video (MV)

The father I've loved is nowhere to find
And instead he leaves all these bruises behind
In my heart, heart
Will it always stay this way
Called him a monster in my head everyday
Yet I wake up and find that I've grown horns myself
And I fear, fear
I'm no different than he is
I could call him so many unspeakable things
But I keep it inside and hold it within
Every word he says to me
Degrades me has no thought for me
His words hurt more for it's always out of the blue
When will I
Ever leave his side
And why do I
Continue to seek his validation
Maybe it's because
The father I've loved is nowhere to find
And instead he leaves all these bruises behind
In my heart, heart
Will it always stay this way
Called him a monster in my head everyday
Yet I wake up and find that I've grown horns myself
And I fear, fear
I'm no different than he is
Expect me to exceed all ur expectations
You act like your more than enough
When you aren't even the bare minimum
Ask me if I'm doing fine
Ask me if I'm doing alright
Nothing will fix or mend the distance between us
And when will I
Ever leave his side
Why do I
Continue to seek his validation
Maybe it's because
The father I've loved is nowhere to find
And instead he leaves all these bruises behind
In my heart, heart
Will it always stay this way
Always stay this way
Will it always stay this way
Always stay this way
The father I've loved is nowhere to find
And instead he leaves all these bruises behind
In my heart, heart
Will it always stay this way