Katalyst - Tomorrow (feat. Tylar Peoples) Lyrics

Yeah, Yeah
This one of those things man that's real difficult
Unless you've been there before
Unless you've been there
Or you're experiencing it
Ain't No Way You Can Understand
I Just Hope For Tomorrow

Yeah
I'm not loving today
So I pray for tomorrow, I pray for tomorrow to change
I'm not loving today so I pray for tomorrow to change, yeah
This pain is too much for me
Tomorrow please change
Tomorrow, Tomorrow

I envy those who got full custody of they kids
I hope they realize the full size of those blessings
Got animosity towards deadbeats that don't even try
How the hell they cool with never looking in they kids eyes
Whats causing me to be treated second rate, like an afterthought
I hate we a split family, but I still love y'all
And I ain't blaming y'all, not in the slightest bit
See, some of it's my fault cuz I was lax on discipline
And this pens all I got, got water in my eyes
Texting and calling for weeks not gettin a reply
Now you don't wanna see me, don't wanna come to my house
The pain that hurts so bad, wish you could understand now
Every single thing I do, I'm doing that for your betterment
And it's adverse to you now, but I cannot be your friend
I gotta be a parent, apparently that's a deterrent
Now my sons doing the same thing, it's what I've always feared man

I'm not loving today
So I pray for tomorrow, I pray for tomorrow to change
I'm not loving today so I pray for tomorrow to change, yeah
This pain is too much for me
Tomorrow please change
Tomorrow, Tomorrow

And this is happening right now, that fuel caught fire
You witnessed so much, forced into the crossfire
Just know that outside the lies from the liars
That I'm your daddy and I love you, it's causing my heart to expire
And I apologize for everything I've done wrong
I'm sure there's a lot of mistakes, way too many for this song
Then there's the tension with your mom that makes it all worse
I'll let bygones be bygones, I want y'all to come first
See I've never known a hurt or a pain like this
I'm barely making it through work without crying over this
You're both growing up fast and these precious moments
Are only gonna happen once and I'm missing every bit of this
Please don't have any bitterness let me be your father
You understand how it feels when I call and your bothered
By the fact I'm tryna see how your day went
Please Know I'm Trying Hard And I'm Sorry I'm Not Perfect

I'm not loving today
So I pray for tomorrow, I pray for tomorrow to change
I'm not loving today so I pray for tomorrow to change, yeah
This pain is too much for me
Tomorrow please change
Tomorrow, Tomorrow

Lot of the problems from the past are my fault and I'm to blame
It's cuz of who I used to be that split up your family
But me and your mom wouldn't have worked, it wasn't meant to be
See it was better for you both, I know that's hard for you to see
And understand, but understand you'll get it when your older
I just wanna be a part of the process of you getting older
Plus your brother and sister are asking bout you
When's Chancy and Bear coming over, see it's hurting them too
Please don't ever think they could ever replace y'all
You're all four my kids - my family's broken when y'all
Aren't around, even tho it's just every other weekend
When y'all don't come around my whole heart is weakened
And my wife loves you too, know that a hundred percent
We feel it everyday, that a big part of us that's missin
I'm just giving y'all space now, but I'll NEVER let go
I love you both, it can't be broke, yeah, it's unconditional

I hope for tomorrow to change
Tomorrow to change
Please Change
Tomorrow
Please Change