Katalyst - Apologies & Promises Lyrics

Yeah
Divine Purpose
Katalyst
To My Family
Yeah

Man ya daddy was so broken
Strapped up masked up, Ya daddy was so hopeless
I was addicted to the crime game
I was a victim of my mind frame
1, 2, 3 years gone
Daddy facing 12, he ain't never comin home
I can't imagine how that felt to ya
I could only pray to God that He shelter ya
Nessa, baby girl, you were my first child
Never forget the day that Daddy seen your first smile
Swear to God, you were perfect like an angel
How could you come from such a junkie gang banger
Jayla, you were born while I was in a cell
Almost died twice baby girl you been through hell
But you're still here
That means you got purpose
To both of you
Daddy's sorry that he hurt ya

Apologies and Promises
Apologies and Promises
Yeah I'm sorry that I did you wrong
Sorry that I left you lone
Now I'm tryna carry on
Apologies and Promises
Apologies and Promises
Yeah I'm sorry that I hurt ya
Give me a second chance, I promise I won't hurt ya

Couple months pass and I picked the Bible up
Something happened to me, I just got so fired up
Can't explain it man, my heart just started changin
I met the savior and it all felt so amazin
Never thought that the judge would take a second glance
Add a second chance for me to clear my wretched past
But he did and it's all because of Gods grace
Transformed cuz I finally know how God taste
Couple years later strugglin as a single father
Praying God can send a woman who can raise my daughters
She stepped in and I know that she was God sent
Two months later I got married, it's been on since
Wasn't easy for us, cuz she was broken too
Been through a lot pain, mistreated by a lot of dudes
They didn't understand your worth
Girl your perfect
I'll say it for em, girl, I'm sorry that they hurt ya

Apologies and Promises
Apologies and Promises
Yeah I'm sorry that They did you wrong
I'm sorry that they left you lone
Now I'm here to carry on
Apologies and Promises
Apologies and Promises
Yeah I'm sorry that they hurt ya
Come take my hand girl, I promise I won't hurt ya

They say it's hard tryna raise a blended family
But we ain't blended, they're my gift, they belong to me
Help Me God to lead my family and not fail em
Cuz this a vicious world, I know the devils out to get em
Maxx, I love u boy, you're my oldest son
Don't ever lose your passion boy, the journey's just begun
Zakk, don't you ever lose that smile
That's your greatest weapon when you going through them trials
Nessa, girl you got a heart that's made of Gold
Use it for the kingdom, don't you ever let it go
Jayla, baby girl you always been a fighter
Never back down girl and God'll take you higher
Abbi, baby, you my new addition
A second chance at life to be a dad from start to finish
Lauren, you're a gift from God to me
A perfect wife and moma you got everything I need

We may not be blood
But we're covered by the Blood
In this house
We're Family