Katabasis - Suffer Through Lyrics

Leave me chained to the bed
Leave me to the thoughts in my head
Leave me to reminisce all the memories I couldn't kill

Leave me in a state of shit
Leave me floating in the wind
Leave me to explore my worth
Leave me to be my worst

It's all apart of my process

I never feel more alone than when I'm in a crowded room
I'll get the urge to speak but sit quiet and listen

To the thoughts of strangers that I might love to know
And the carefree parts of them really speak to me

It's the ways I can't relate but envy
Making me feel crazy

Fill me with vanity
And let me run free

Short of thrills and oxygen
I wanna feel alive in the midst
Of failure and self-loathing
I wanna feel alive again

Disconnected from it all

It's difficult forming connections
With the souls I come across
I'd love to share my time with them
But this mind is my crux

Going from extreme to extreme
I never really know what I want but I know I want it

Residing with manic tendencies
And the notion of coming clean
I've bitten off more than I can chew
But I'll just suffer through

Leave me to sunlight and warmth
Leave me in the arms of my love
Leave me inside dreams of prosperity
Leave me for the ones I trust

Leave me with a will to live
Leave me with a chance to grow
Leave me with the knowledge of knowing
When to come and when to go

Another night thinking of life and what will come next
I need some sleep
I'll figure out the rest

Days add up, the nights turn cold
What am I here for?