Kat Kiley - bear trap Lyrics

I'll bite the concrete
You put your foot on the back of my head
I know I deserve it
I don't know what I did yet
You like me a little but it's a lot more than I like myself
You call me a car, and I tell you
I don't really like being held
Anyway
And I'm mean
But never when it counts
I'll run right into a bear trap
Snap at anyone who tries to help me out
My heart's running like a rabbit
With a fox chasing it down
I'll give it to you if you'd have it
But I know you'd be content to watch me drown
To watch me drown
There's a weight
Been in my lungs my whole life
Leaning on my stomach
Pulling down my spine
It's shame
I'm always begging for forgiveness
My knees are weak from seeking penance
I don't even remember why I'm to blame
Oh why I'm to blame
And I'm mean
But never when it counts
I'll run right into a bear trap
Snap at anyone who tries to help me out
My heart's running like a rabbit
With a fox chasing it down
I'd give it to you if you'd have it
But I know you'd be content to watch me drown
Ohh Woah Woah
To watch me drown
I know you smell it on me
Like a lion smells a deer
All the years of rejection
That finally led me here
You know the smallest kindness
Pierces through me like a spear
I know you smell it on me
And I know
It smells like fear
And I'm mean
But never when it counts
I'll run right into a bear trap
Snap at anyone who tries to help me out
My heart's running like a rabbit
With a fox chasing it down
I'd give it to you if you'd have it
But I know you'd be content to watch me drown