Kat Darling - Sufferin' Lyrics

I walk into this space and I feel like
Y'all be lookin' at me now, do I look right?
Today, I question myself, things don't seem right
Yeah, shawty, I must admit
My mind's not cool tonight
Will I impress, can I express
But then my brain is a terrible mess
I look around and I stare
"Yo, hey she fine, she looks like she can take what's mine!"
My baby, my boo, I feel insecure
Even in this aspect of you
Don't get me wrong, yeah, I'm confident for sure
But there's days like these that I feel so insecure
Where's the cure? Coz I want it
I hunt it, I dig into the depths of my mind just to find it
And even then as I write these words
I I I I I'm at a loss for words
What can be done? Is it really like this?
My mind's racin', I be hastin'
Release my volatile soul in the abyss
The deepest darkest hole between my suffering and bliss, yo
Ease my sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
Ease my sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
How to end this verse I'm not really sure
Where's the end, the resolution still obscure
Playin' games in my head all day, all night
Even when I lay alone in bed at night
The problem is in me, and at times I hate myself
On the daily, my mind just plays me
No resolve, no definition, it feels like I'm diggin' my own grave
Ain't no solution
So all of you staring at me tonight
As I bust out these rhymes and expose my heart on the mic
Do this for me, grab a beer and take my hand
Look me in the eye and say "Life is grand!"
Give me some help tonight
Share a hug tonight
Calm me down tonight
Don't let me down tonight
Ease my sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
Ease my sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
Ease my sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
Ease my sufferin'
I'm sufferin'
I'm sufferin'