Blinded by affection
That I will no longer feel
Need time for retrospection
Thought you were rather ideal
Utilized me as if I was for free
Hoped for a change but saw none coming
Yeah I still couldn't just disagree
Now I know I shoulda just hit the ground running
Getting over could've been way easier than this
But your choices made me stare right into the abyss
And I'm telling you the abyss stared back for sure
Depression kicked in, and took no detour
Could you help me out?
So I can live without?
Some closure'd be nice you know
Since I gotta live with all of this somehow
Are you satisfied?
About the way you replied?
You gotta let me know why you went and then hurt me the way you did or else I can't be carefree