Feelings (feat. Spac) Video (MV)

Somebody tell me what loyalty is
I've been left for dead by many
Now I'm a one man army who won't trust any
Human being in existence
Very few are exempted
Say I'm overreacting
I only spaz when I'm tempted
Efforts unattempted how they left me
Abandoned
Look how my memories stress me
And that bitch we call life
Got the nerve to test me
While others live blind
Ignoring the misery that they see
My worst enemies me
I can't get out of my head
Drowning in tears so deep
I can't get out of my bed
Sometimes I drop to my knees
Heaven I know what I said
Just give me time
I'll make use of me before I'm dead
I love my parents so much
Sometimes it's hard to show it
My wifey mom don't care for me
Yeah I know it
Bet if we get divorced
She'd be the first to promote it
I don't care you can quote it
You can quote it

My feelings run deep like a wide receiver
I be a
Firm believer
In myself I'm a leader
The traits that it takes
Will either
Make you or break u
When they raise the stakes
Your mistakes may be fatal
From the cradle to the grave
Been stuck in a daze
We stay chasing the cheese
Like some mice in a maze
These days
We need some knowledge
Hardly anyones honest
Feeling low
My old school flow
Bounces back like hydraulics
So pay homage
N pay attention
To the message I'm venting
I go above n beyond
What anyone was expecting
Shift perspectives
And witness my resurrection
The rebirth
A new perception
Of this gift
And this curse
That I've been left with
Count your blessing
Any day can be your last
Living fast
No more stressing bout the future
Worrying bout my past
Emotions flow deep
Like the ocean
Take them light
Like Your floating
In a world where everyones afraid to feel exposed and open