Kashii - By Myself Lyrics

Do you really think that I'd be better by myself?
These scars on my arms keep telling me that I need help
And when I needed forgiveness, you wanted a war
And I can't remember what all of it's for
But do you really think?
Do you really think?
Remember back to when you were my friend
We didn't think it would end
We didn't have to pretend but now
All we have are blank stares
I'm losing you somehow
Remember how we would go on our side quests
Passing every test, emotions expressed
It doesn't matter we're done anyhow
But do you think that I'd be better by myself?
These scars on my arms keep telling me that I need help
And when I needed forgiveness, you wanted a war
And I can't remember what all of it's for
But do you really think?
Do you really think?
And do you really think we had no other choice?
I've been trying to tell you how I feel, can't find my voice
And all of the minutes filled with indifference
Are what tore our hearts apart
I could feel it from the start: this irrational love wasn't enough
And when you said I was selfish, I really felt it
'Cause I couldn't give my all
My demons inside have grown so tall
And I've been trying to hide
Lest I should fall into your open love with open arms
With eyes shut, with no laws but love
And you'd be the only one
And I knew I 'd never feel the way that I do with anyone else but you
And that's why you said to be by myself
In sickness and health, poverty or wealth
Just by myself.
But do you think that I'd be better by myself?
These scars on my arms keep telling me that I need help
And when I needed forgiveness, you wanted a war
And I can't remember what all of it's for
But do you really think?
Do you really think?
And do you really think that I will never change?
'Cause I've been praying, yes, I've been praying