Karsen YXC - PINK DRESS Lyrics

I wear this pink dress on the street
Valentino swag I worked hard for this dream
Bossy when I walk into the club
I'm the only one who wins
I know it's just who I am
Here to dance and do my thing
Happiness is the only thing that really matters
People judge and point fingers I only feel so flattered
Many ask me what's the key to that kind of success bro
Let me tell you the story that no one has ever known
When I was little
I dreamed about the Paris fashion week
Attended art classes, did whatever I liked, a little freak
Van-goth, Picasso, Dali... but all ended up being me
I felt free, the only thing kept me hyped was my f*cking dream
Designed my own clothes and bags
Started my own brand in mind
Talked to my parents' colleagues, said
"I am gonna make it, my friend"
All that magazines were holy bibles broke limits and frames
No one could stop me from the mission I'm born to do, in my brain
But as I grew older I know what people would think of it
I had my fear covered by seemingly confidence
Been doing it for so long, thought I'm good at it
"Real boys shouldn't have anything like me", they said
Sure, I'm not a part of that basketball team or kinda video game boy
I'd rather spend my time and money on some pretty clothes instead
I don't do make up but I feel special when I look into the mirror
Have self-satisfaction, they still call me inferior
I'm born different I know
But this's truly my comfort zone
Enough hearing them talking bout none
I'm better off alone
A pen, a mood, a feeling, a story in my notes
School bench and a rapper tone
This feels like home
(let me ask you this real quick)
What's more a real boy should do
What's more a real boy would do
Than face his true self
Not follow others blindly like a fool
They say real boys should be like this
Real boys should be like that
So many standards
So if you don't like me
Save your f*cks
Of course I know it's not my fault
It's my freedom, I could tell
But somehow because of it I'm the one who always fall
Fall into scrutiny, scrutinized by all the wrong people
This insecurity, make me doubt myself, but what for?
They don't know me why I'm expecting they could understand?
They judge on the surface, why I'm taking this shallow reprimand?
My kindness forced me to use your loss to punish myself
Now I realized happiness, in this life, is the only wealth
So f*ck a "manly-man"
And f*ck a "girly-girl"
Don't put your depth on this water
Or your height on this hill
If your preference turned into strings
You'd feel healed when you kill
Seek out and find your true peace
No one's responsible for how you feel
So I won't fight outwards, just like the way I did before
And I won't get hurt inwards for now on also
Hope you know this thick skin is what I've always fought for
And I know I'm not doing this on my own solo
Switch
Ok, now
You would feel lonely
That means that success's getting closer to you
Now, let's bring that shit back
Yeah baby
Listen up
You see the way I dance
This pink dress pisses you off
If I really had a chance
I'd like have a meet with y'all
Cause you bitches too old to be influenced by anything new
You get confused, and you too arrogant to even keep things cute
You don't know why when I dance I choose Doja over Kong Fu
You don't know how a sissy like me can have that many breakthroughs
And I don't know why when you judge me you always seem so uncool
And I don't know how you gon' be happy if you give yourself this many rules
I never regret I choose myself over your tradition
If that make me special just treat me as the only exception
All I know is never change to reach your expectation
This pink dress would be prettier with your decorations
Yeah I'mma pull up to that bitch and tell that bitch to hold up
Who you think you are, you're not the one to speak up
Fore' you start all those drama, I think I need to tell ya
I'm not interested in your opinions, every period every comma
You that bitch, but now you'd better hold up
Stand the f*ck back when I'm bout' to f*cking show up
Cause I don't need no fakers in the front, or haters in the back
Vibe quite when I come in, silence's the greatest respect
How miserable are you bitches
Pathetic are you bitches
How stupid I was to wish to be accepted by these bitches
You criticize others for living it up and being themselves
That's because both of those things are shits you ain't dare to do as well
Yet, I'm, too, the one to be blamed
For not firmly standing my lane
But I feel happy about my growth that no one can ever take away
Give myself time to see it through
These paper-tigers are born to lose
This that modern age to practice our own definitions of cool
My uniqueness comes from my experience and dreams
But you bitches don't even know to get yourselves a hobby
You bitches have no idea who you really f*cking are
You're not qualified
GTFO!
Who the f*ck are you to judge?
Ahhh
I never regret I choose myself over your tradition
If that make me special just treat me as the only exception
All I know is never change to reach your expectation
This pink dress would be prettier with your decorations