Karsen YXC - NICEST LIFE INTERLUDE Lyrics

Ain't sweet
Ain't free
Work hard to make myself not cheap
Everyday's a cycle
Make me a psycho
I can only defense and I can't make a plea
Hanging there I'm lonely
I feel empty
No rights to choose if it's really right for me
You may think I'm mad I'm sad
I seem beyond depressed
But I say it's the nicest life for me
Change it,
Or escape it?
Choose whatever as long as you can take the fee
Still struggle like a fiction
It's a mission
Accept the fact's the knife, I'm the meat
Hanging there it's lonely
It's empty
No right to choose cause it's how it meant to be
You may think I'm mad I'm sad
I seem beyond depressed
But I say it's the nicest life for me
Ain't sweet
Ain't free
Work hard to make myself not cheap
Everyday's a cycle
Make me a psycho
I can only defense and I can't make a plea
Hanging there I'm lonely
I feel empty
No rights to choose if it's really right for me
You may think I'm mad I'm sad
I seem beyond depressed
But I say it's the nicest life for me
Change it,
Or escape it?
Choose whatever as long as you can take the fee
Still struggle like a fiction
It's a mission
Accept the fact's the knife, I'm the meat
Hanging there it's lonely
It's empty
No right to choose cause it's how it meant to be
You may think I'm mad I'm sad
I seem beyond depressed
But I say it's the nicest life for me
Nicest life for me
You may think I'm mad I'm sad
I seem beyond depressed
But I say it's the nicest life for me
You may think I'm mad I'm sad
I seem beyond depressed
But I say it's the nicest life for me
Hey K,
Stop thinking this much
Let's hang out!
And... maybe just go to that IKEA restaurant together?
I mean, I know it's raining, but...
I'm sure we gon' have a great time
For so long...
I've been struggling with the person that people think I'm supposed to be and the one that I want to be
The former one is always so clear and perfect and the latter one seems so vague and not trust-worthy at most times
I want to be seen, want positive regards, and acknowledgments
But it's so hard sometimes...
That I just can't stop doubting myself if I'm right or completely wrong... to just... be myself
Now I realize that...
The more you don't stand on your own ground, the more you gon' be judged and haunted by other people's opinions
It takes time, it requires growth, and we can't let others interrupt any piece of that process
We're born with flaws
And in fact, they could be beautiful only in our own eyes
So that's why though I could be absolutely broken inside, but at least I would still act like I believe and love myself as long as I'm still breathing
Cause you know what they say...
Fake it till you make it
Till you really do
And till it's really true
I love myself...