Karnika - Number Lyrics

I tell you whats wrong
I want you to understand
Don't make me weak again
It tears me apart, i cant do anything to get out of my weakness my fears my life my pride
Oh I want you to wait
Oh I see you get away
Oh I cant tell you how that brings more pain

Let me show you a number and you can count it to know, how many times I have tried to run
From my own reflections,you can chase me to know
How far I have come from home

I dream of a parallel world where everything is fine to me
Where there is no need to smile when we bleed
What feels right is never so right
These things can make you suffer
But don't let these things bite your own soul

Oh I want you to wait
Oh I see you get away
Oh I cant tell you how that brings more pain

Let me show you a number and you can count it to know, how many times i have tried to run
From my own reflections,you can chase me to know
How far i have come from home