Deep down
I know I need to change
I know I need to say it now
I'm selfish
Inside
I know it's not the same
And knowing that it never will
Be again
It isn't easy for me to let go
For me to move on
I hate that it's not the same
It's not the same
If I could go back four more years
When I had all I wanted
It's not the same
And I have to be okay with that
This time
I know it's not the same
I know I really let you down and
I'm sorry
Sorry that I let you go
Sorry I didn't understand
Didn't care or didn't even try
To give you a chance
I couldn't stand to be wrong
It isn't easy for me to let go
For me to move on
I hate that it's not the same
It's not the same
If I could go back four more years
When I had all I wanted
It's not the same
And I have to be okay with that