Kaptivated - Twenty Nineteen (Thass God) Lyrics

In 2019, things gon' be different
Had to fight me, self was the villain
Had to lose life so that I'd find it
Only through strife I know what life is
2019, things gon' be different
Had to fight me, I forgot why I'm living
Yeah, I forgot but now I remember
The thing that made me captivated-thass God

Thass God, thass God, thass God
Ain't no question thass God
Thass God, thass God, thass God
Ain't no question thass God

I used to hate people who were fake as can be
Then I realized nobody's faker than me
Busy trying to fight the evil in society
But I never took the time to fight the evil that's inside of me
Focused on my goals I forgot about my soul
When I had to take it slow I just tried to keep on going
Oh yeah, that'll kill you or kill the ones you love
God'll take away the very thing you won't give up
Where you think I was? I ain't silent just because
Had to face my demons, I ain't even done, I ain't done
I got all these things that been keeping me down
I gotta believe if I'm gon' make it out
I don't really under stand it I just know he's planned it
Got to trust his plan instead of trusting in this planet
Man it's been a lot to balance still I'm barely standing
But on my way to land so in 2019

Things gon' be different
Had to fight me, self was the villain
Had to lose life so that I'd find it
Only through strife I know what life is
2019, things gon' be different
Had to fight me, I forgot why I'm living
Yeah, I forgot but now I remember
The thing that made me captivated-thass God

Thass God, thass God, thass God
Ain't no question thass God
Thass God, thass God, thass God
Ain't no question thass God

It's a new year, I'm going through it but who isn't?
I'm just trying to learn to see what God is doing in ruin
The same man who taught me to respect women
Cheated on his wife and she left, no respect in a man
All talk, all talk, homie, you were all talk
Thought you brought me here but truth is that was all God
So shocked at what you fell into
Then I saw as long as I'm faking, everybody else will too
Yeah, I see it now, you won't be around
But God'll keep his child, God'll keep his child
Yeah I put my trust in my plans, that's where I went wrong
I started listening to self, that's where I got lost
I told myself I'd drop a song about a year ago
He had different plans-I ain't get the m-e-m-o
Yeah, the Lord was revealing my soul needed healing
And no, I ain't listen, but listen-in 2019

Things gon' be different
Had to fight me, self was the villain
Had to lose life so that I'd find it
Only through strife I know what life is
2019, things gon' be different
Had to fight me, I forgot why I'm living
Yeah, I forgot but now I remember
The thing that made me captivated-thass God

Thass God, thass God, thass God
Ain't no question thass God
Thass God, thass God, thass God
Ain't no question thass God