Lie to me and tell me you know what it's like
Yeah
You won't get it till you live it ain't just something I say
You know
Fall '21 waking up in cold sweats
No less than three attempts on me
Still made two girls love me
I had both hearts in my hands
Same shit
P was pushing Z's out the same whip
Juggin with, trees in the boot like a Timberland
I got a call
She said oh you've made your bed so lie in it and lie about who lies in it
There's no point in denying it
I did still
Tell you that I've healed but you ain't buying it
I'll change up my environment and find a way to make the story real
Cos I can make it real
But I can't make you mean it
That had me telling six I love her 'til she ain't believe it
Cos what's good's being the one if nobody knows it?
It's like braille they gon understand when they feel it
And yeah I bet you feel it now
New girls came around
Pap lights, double cheek kisses
And the bigger crowds
While I was still treating heart strings like a puppet show
So I ain't wanna go, I had to go
Yeah
Tell me how it works out
Tell me how it all goes
Liyah used to tell me find a window when the doors closed
When I was doing scams and sort codes
Remy had the lines and the dots like it's morse code
Cah it's one thing being broke, it's another having problems that money can't even fix
That still wasn't something you would've wanted to miss
That's the reason I'm even here rushing like this
I know it takes time
But I needed it quick
Cos when you see you're family die before they get to see it
And tell the girl you love goodbye before you get to mean it
And then you're burying your friend before you deep it
That gon change the way you see shit
Keep your eye on me like f*cking anaemics
Do you have any idea how many girls I lost to the game
Ain't keeping me sane
Then try and tell me that it's overdue
Cos if you know the girls I know then you'd lose focus too
Then say you're over who?
But still I'm Margiela tux wearin
And she couldn't stop staring
I couldn't even blame her at all
It's Schiaparelli scarves by the dozen
And I'm Benjamin button
Been 100 from the day I was born
I wonder what comes up for you when I come up in conversation
Is it the moves I'm making?
Is it the girls I'm dating?
Maybe I don't come up at all cos in your eyes I'm ancient
Or I'm a lesson that you learned in maybe staying strangers
Don't forget the moment that you started losing faith in me cos that isn't a time that I could let myself forget
You're the reason why these stories hit the way they do
And why I empty all these bottles and I fill them with regrets
Fake it till you make it
I was rolling round my city like a star until they clocked and started treating me like one
The rap that I had wrote you when I told you this would happen is just sitting in my pad until I feel as if I'm done
And I ain't done yet
But trust me I ain't want you to miss this