I aint been feeling like myself in a minute
I aint been feelin like it ahhhhhh
I been feelin like I'm in another place
And I cant stand it
I been, I been thinking bout a way to fill the hole
I been, I been paranoid bout me growing and getting old
I been questioning everything I been told
Ahhhhhhh
I just been stuck in my mind and im thinkin why do i exist
Is it for nothing or is it for somethin like where do i fit
Dont f*ck with school bitch I get a good feeling when i get dismissed
And i know when my dot try to shoot ima give the assist
I been tempted to smoke and do drugs but i cant i been trying my best to resist
Most of my people be doin the shit and they say that its fine so i should be convinced
I be scared bout what makin it means its too good to be true man i know there's a twist
I been outta touch for a while i promise im finding my way to get back in the mix
I miss the shot rebound it
Bitch i was lost i found it
I dont like fake niggas and stupid bitches or sippin that lean man i cant be around it
Gotta go up for my family my brothers i cant be a failure I cannot allow it
How im comfy at home while these people just suffer there's nothin that makes sense about it
How you tell you me you love me when you really dont bitch you did that for you
And that nigga be talkin that tuff say you better than me bitch you better than who?
F*ck all these people thats lying to me about how they think man these bitches is foo
Dont give a f*ck bout it all im livin my life how i want give a f*ck bout a rule
FUCK EM
I aint been feelin like it i aint been feelin like not
I been dying inside but i just can't talk bout the pain cause they dont understand
Lonely, I feel alone in my thinking dont know how im livin with that
I aint been feeling like myself in a minute
I aint been feelin like it ahhhhhh
I been feelin like I'm in another place
And I cant stand it
I been, I been thinking bout a way to fill the
I been, I been paranoid bout me growing and getting old
I been questioning everything I been told
Bitch was fake she was filled that plaster
She was dancer im dumb as f*ck for believing that that stupid hoe bitch had an answer
I dont even feel no pain no more
I dont even feel it
I dont even feel it
I dont even feel no pain no more
I dont even feel it