Kamau - SUMMER THOUGHTS Lyrics

How it feel to get stuck in the motions?
I don't know how to deal with emotion
I lock em up throw the key in the ocean
See I been coastin
I need hope but I really need to show more devotion
Been outta mana for the past two summers
I was ODin off potions
I been lowkey with my motives
I can't tell y'all nothin
Just know that I'm ill my vibe is too real
That shit is not up for discussion
No questions
Just more blessings
Total silence been my brethren
Peace and quiet feel like heaven
But Living life my new obsession

Pardon my leisure
Been stuck with amnesia
Forgot who I was
I'm hoping to meet him
Cnd so if you see him
He might have his freedom
Some lookin for me to turn to a leader
But I don't even have the patience to greet him
I been fighting with myself
What do you see when you look in the mirror?
Is it somebody else?
Dont we all hide our face?
Make it up when the shit out of place
I been refining my taste
Redefined my connotation of great
Workin on my mind estate
It never to late to make you a plate
Just don't leave it up to fate
Cause that's how the shit end up getting decayed
Cause I know

How it feel to get stuck in the motions?
I don't know how to deal with emotion
I lock em up throw the key in the ocean
See I been coastin
I need hope but I really need to show more devotion
Been outta mana for the past two summers
I was ODin off potions
I been lowkey with my motives
I can't tell y'all nothin
Just know that I'm ill my vibe is too real
That shit is not up for discussion
No questions
Just more blessings
Total silence been my brethren
Peace and quiet feel like heaven
But Living life my new obsession

One day it'll all make sense
But til then just keep your two pennies
Niggas latch on just for a percentage
Sorry my dawg can't afford ya business
More dilemmas cause you're a menace
Keep me from moving towards the ceiling
Y'all keep thinking that the sky's the limit
But they tryna move people outer space my nigga
Cnd I'll break past the stratosphere
Watch me do it by myself like Bron as a cavalier
They gone hate it once you outta here
Bad bout with fear had me f*cked up for about a year
Maybe two or three
Slick led to a slight case of truancy
I lost my head coulda wrote my own eulogy
But nowadays ain't gahdamn foolin me
Y'all ain't new to me
Y'all ain't cool to me
Way back when niggas tried to make a fool of me
Look at what they do to me
I was in a box couldn't cut a f*ckin lock
Niggas hide behind rocks and the diamonds in they jewelry
Cll the tomfoolery never got through to me
I was on my own shit
Mau he was zonin
Bitch I do it dutifully
They be like who is he
I'm just a nigga started living in the moment

Yeah yeah, you should go throw away your pride
Yeah yeah, cause it ain't looking safe outside
Yeah yeah, I don't want you to waste your life
Summer thoughts keep me up at night
Especially when y'all cross my mind