Self Destructive Video (MV)

Waking up in the middle of the night
To a starless sky
It feels like I never tried
Hate myself, that's why
Rage grows in me
Rosemary catching on fire
Blow up inside out

Orders, no I command (can't be another way)
When am I gonna awake (f*cking look at me)
Look at me
I can do everything
So what am I waiting
What am I waiting
I'm self destructive
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)

I'm the worst you'll ever see
You couldn't picture the storm in me
I'm so self destructive
I think I do love it
Rage grows in me
Rosemary catching on fire
Blow up inside out

Orders, no I command (can't be another way)
When am I gonna awake (f*cking look at me)
Look at me
I can do everything
So what am I waiting
What am I waiting
I'm self destructive
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)
Self destructive (self destructive)

Am I blinded or am I right (am I right)
Am I dreaming or am I dying (am I dying)
Somebody light up my path (light up my path)
Am I muted or am I loud (am I loud)
Am I crazy or am I wild (am I crazy)
Am I gasoline or the match (am I gasoline)
Am I ready, to die

Orders no I command
When am I gonna awake
Look at me
I can do everything
So what am I waiting
Orders, no I command
Can't be another way
No I command