Kairna - Overthinking Lyrics

Let's take a trip to dissect my mind so we can figure out
How my overthinking could cause me to drown
I feel wasted in these ruts, stuck no love
Played through many games, still untouched
There's a pattern of no warmth, something I don't want
There's a key in her hand, there's a lock on my heart
Trust is wearing thin, I'm overthinking
Dreamt about our life, she's a true wife
Waited for years fora this kind
Introduction pushed my feelings to the side
As we got closer, they came back, into my mind
What should I do, don't want to lose
This perfect picture, should feelings crumble

Overthinking things I don't know
Situations in negative in my soul
Settle down in a vacant space
I wanna talk but I hesitate
I'm senseless mind been on the fences
Mixed messages G.A.D I could've read this rejected
Questions not answered mind is the matter overthinking too many times I chased after
The pain in my heart is hard to handle with the G's
I thought rushing ina love would truly show me
But it did not, got me overthinking a lot to question I guess it's my job
Got me thinking why she leaving when I walk inner room
Hope is leaving love receding I wish I could be with you
But it's far a far cry distance across oceans I'd hate to see a new guy
Why should I think like that, why must I be in this way why must I refuse, refuse to change
It's who I am an over thinker A damaged man, that's what I've shown

I'm over thinking things I don't know
All them situations the outcome
Has been negative no misses

I hate my state of mind, overthinking I needa break
Analysing planning out but I can't change
The past all what I should have said, it won't last, all what I should have done
Watched as the years drifted by i'm only 19 but I feel like it's too late because I Procrastinate,
Why am I this way why do I overthink