Kaia Jai - Wondering How Lyrics

It's not easy seeing you happy without me
But it's for the best or so I tell myself
Maybe one day I'll have what you have
But it's not that easy for me

I'm wondering how to fight the feelings to save you
It's time to move on no matter how hard it hurts to
See you smiling with her
While I'm at my worst alone again

I look outside and all I see is rain even on the brightest day
This is all I have and it's hard to say

I'm wondering how to fight the feelings to save you
It's time to move on no matter how hard it hurts to
See you smiling with her
While I'm at my worst alone again

Maybe one day I will see the sun again
But for now I'll forget the pain

I've figured out how to fight the feelings to save you
I've learned to move on even though it hurt to
See you smiling with her
But I'm not at my worst
Anymore