Kahia - Where Will I End Up? Lyrics

Which side of the tide will I end up on
Will I be on the side without any problem
Can I just stay at one place at one time
Instead of moving all over the town

Why won't my head just remain in one place
Why must I always feel so disgraced
And I think that I could be on the happy side
The sun, the water, the flowers, the river, the moon and
Everything that makes me feel like I am
In the place I wanna be where I can just feel free
And I can be without

Which side of this tide will I end up on
Will I be consumed by my mind
Or can I learn to stay on the sunny side of town
With the birds and the trees and the water, the hills, the mountains
Yeah yeah yeah

I know what I want to do
But why must my mind always complicate the things that make it
Feel so blue
I don't know where I am or where I will go
Sometimes I'm afraid of the outcome of my future
Because, I can't really control which side that I'm on
Will I end up on the sun or the darkness
The devil or the angel

Oh there's only one side to choose from
I know that I have so much love inside me
Oh why can't I stay on this side of the town
Oh why must I always quiver and reach to the other side

Why must it always turn out this way
I try to fight my own little brain

Let's see if we can end up on the same lane
Where the people are friendly
They don't just wanna take my energy
They don't just play with my feelings
They don't just think that I am some demon

They see the sun inside of me
They know which side that I am on
Why must I always move from one side to the other
I wanna be with the sun and the river and the birds and the clouds
The sun, the river and the birds and the clouds