Can the world shut off for a day or so?
Can I give my head a rest?
I think I'm getting repetitive
But it's starting to get out of hand
Red eye'd to the next goal
Feeling broken and beat
I keep telling myself to keep going
Why can't I just accept defeat?
What am I saying?
What am I saying?
How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it?
What am I saying?
What am I saying?
How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it?
Maybe I'll cave in
Can I even trust myself?
Why would I take my own advice?
Keep trying to fuel my addiction
But my addiction ain't playing nice
I don't know, don't know, the last time that I ate
I don't know, don't know, the last time I took a break
I don't know, don't know, what's happening in my head
But I know, I know, I'll scream my thoughts instead
But what am I saying?
What am I saying?
How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it?
What am I saying?
What am I saying?
How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it?
Maybe I'll cave in
Let me just get some noise out for a minute
It'll only take a moment
But what am I saying?
What am I saying?
How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it?
What am I saying?
What am I saying?
How many times have I had a threat and I've faced it?
Maybe I'll cave in