Back to February when you added me
I was the first to slide up on your story
We talked back and forth on how life's boring
This went on a few
Until you ignored me
Hitting decline you decided no more Face Time
You were hurting I was worried for you
First time
We hung out at that park
Your nails turned pink so did mine
Then your brother arrived
Next time
Next time
On that date chicken fries on the side was the plan
I was trying to be that guy
The rendezvous
Under trees with the view of falling leaves
We discussed our future our dreams
Philosophy
Opinions on deities
What we thought love is
Topic of first kiss
I was embarrassed
You confessed too
Surprised
I leaned in
"Well I think we put our lips like this"
Innocence was stripped
Drained from your eyes
When I lift your shirt
Then felt up your thighs
Swapping spit
We reconnect
Back and forth exchanging mints with our kisses
Holding hands on that bridge looking at finches, i'm finished
Now everywhere I look
All I see is you
The fall is getting colder
July, my nails turned blue
Now everywhere I look
All I see is you
The fall is getting colder
July, my nails turned blue
It's been a minute since I last messaged
This isn't a beck and call thing July so you have to listen
I'ma give up on trying to fit in
And spend more time tryna to finish
All the things that I started
And every heartbeat is a time I thought of you
It's racing and the car screeches muffled the view
Of what was important
And that was supposed to be you
Panic attacks and hesitations pressured separation
I turned into that guy that you're sorry you knew