My heart's never been so struck
With a pain that f*cking sucks
No other choice but to give up
Can't go on without your love
I feel nothing but regret
For this giant F*cking mess
Yeah you've seen me at my best
But I can't excuse the rest
I know I f*cked up
I'll admit I f*cked this up
I hate pain it drives me insane
Good memories now haunting my brain
I know I f*cked up
I'll admit I f*cked this up
I hate pain it drives me insane
Good memories now haunting my brain
I know it's probably best to do this
But it's hard when I'm missing you yeah
I ain't looking for attention
But I need to vent my pain somehow
Oh and I'm falling down
Slowly I'm coming down
These thoughts I'm trying to filter out
Creep back in and break me now
I know I f*cked up
I'll admit it I f*cked this up
I hate pain it drives me insane
Good memories now haunting my brain
I know I f*cked up
I'll admit it I f*cked this up
I hate pain it drives me insane
Good memories now haunting my brain
Always feeling pain
I'm going insane
I can feel the shame
Pain is in my veins
Hating just to play
Just another game
Imma run away
And come back with some pay
I was born to prosper
Not sit back drinking cough syrup
People wanna see me get bothered
Bitch I ain't ever been bothered
I know I f*cked up
I'll admit it I f*cked this up
I hate pain it drives me insane
Good memories now haunting my brain
I know I f*cked up
I'll admit it I f*cked this up
I hate pain it drives me insane
Good memories now haunting my brain