Kabel - Black and Blue (Demo) (feat. Ethel Cain) Lyrics

I saw your face
In my dream
I saw my life
The way it's supposed to be

But you don't leave your house
And you don't pick up the phone
And I don't know what I did
To make you wanna be alone

I look around
Just to see
If maybe you're sneaking up
Behind me

But you are never there
And darling, I'm so scared
You'll forget what I had said
Breathing in the winter air

When my blood spilled on the bed
You looked at me and then you said
"Please don't hurt yourself again"
But I can't get you out my head

Promise me you have been true
Or I'll leave you black and blue
I don't know what the f*ck to do
I guess that I'll just wait for you

I saw your face
In my dream
But you didn't want to
Stand next to me

And I can't erase my fear
That you're tired of being here
Cause baby if you let me go
I won't make it through the year

I wanna starve
Myself again
And put the knife
Back to my leg

But I know that if I do
I'll lose a piece of you
And I can't take that shit again
I swore I'd never lie to you

When I woke you in the night
Because I wasn't feeling right
You told me I would be okay
And then you said "turn off the light"

Promise me you have been true
Or I'll leave you black and blue
I don't know what the f*ck to do
I guess I have to wait for you