Ka! True - TRAUMA Lyrics

Shit just keep hitting me
I do not feel at peace
Sometimes I just need to breathe
But I feel like everyone might leave
I'm traumatized I cannot think
One parent left, they die in a blink
I lost my pop and my soul left my body
I disassociate a lot and I'm sorry
Ohh oh oh
Ohhh oh oh
Feeling in a different space and time
And I can't get you off my mind
Feeling the past continue to rewind
Feeling like I was left behind
Oh oh
Ohh
I feel like death has been calling me
Or maybe it's just tryna' talk to me
Maybe it's pops or my auntie
Or maybe it's my brother in a light dream
I always see your face through that white beam
I went through real struggle you're not like me
I'm traumatized I got PTSD
And I don't know what you see in me
I don't know what you see in me
I feel my angels talk to me
Through my dreams
Every night when I go to sleep
I ran from the past but I don't feel free
I feel them holding onto me
And I can't breathe
And I can't see
And I can't sleep
No I can't breathe
I feel my angels talk to me
They talk to me
Through my dreams
Through my dreams
Through my dreams
Mmm
Uhhh uh
Uhhh uh
Mmm oh oh
Mmmm
Mmmmm
Mmm uh uh
Feeling in a different space and time
And I can't get you off my mind
Feeling the past continue to rewind
Feeling like I was left behind
Oh oh ohh
Can you see me?
Or do you see me for my traits?
Do you feel me for my weight?
Do you feel me; it's okay
But it's too late
And I'm not okay
Seeing your face
I can't decide your fate
Don't wait
But please don't hate
Appreciate
Cause it's too late
Appreciate that you had my embrace
Appreciate that you had my face
You was my escape
Now I need to escape
From your embrace
No way
Need to escape
From yo embrace
And from yo hate
And from yo face