Commitment's Issue Video (MV)

It wasn't just the kiss
But the words that never left my lips
As he pulled me closer and our souls touched at the tips
As we drew away I could feel the uncertainty between us extrapolate
Further, further and further away
While my insecurities were here to stay
Fears belittled my efforts to find a space
Where I face my darkness and not retrace
The picture i used to have of you and I together
I turn away hoping he won't hear me pray
That we could stay this way
What he expects from us, what he expects from me is something I'll never be
I can't match when you bring
Please, Please... please don't give me that ring
My thoughts dance as he gets on one knee- why me?
What's here that I can't see?
Does he want to be included in my life for an eternal pass to my body?
But he's not like that - I would've seen it
The veil of love covered my eyes before but what if this time I don't believe it ?
Why can't I get out of my mind and let my heart motivate my actions
The aisle to you is clear so why do I hesitate- unmoving?
I see you staring at me conviction certain
Vision of me improving
But I'm feeling like the blurred line between
The partner you want and the one you have
All the things I should have said erase the regret
Do you even know me yet?
Stop. Relax - it's all in your head
Take a breath, think again
Before you become a slave to your own trend
Before you say I love you forever
Clear the storm
Let your feelings rain from your tongue
Stop fearing the thunder
Look forward to the Sun