K4d3n.Mck4y. - Waiting Lyrics

You know I waited and waited
I couldn't invade it
Created created
I loved and I hated
We deflated deflated
I persuaded and I hate it
You ripped me and stated
It was me that you hated

Persuaded from the backwards air to move on
Invaded the past words to keep strong
Invaded privacy to see your views on
I'm wasted and I don't know who you on
The hatred inside I can't move on
The hatred I don't know who to use on
The lonely taste and all my food gone
I'm running late and and I can't improve on
Things
Whether I rap or I sing
Even when I'm healed the pain still stings
If life is a slide I'll sit on the swings
Gone through the worst my temper's a string
When I'm in pain it's pain that I bring
To everybody else that feels like a king
Thoughts in my brain when I'm going through things
Thoughts in my brain that keep occurring

You know I waited and waited
I couldn't invade it
Created created
I loved and I hated
We deflated deflated
I persuaded and I hate it
You ripped me and stated
It was me that you hated

Making music is fun but it's too hard
I don't know how to draw but it's true art
My world went black after a few charred
And it's you I never wanted to harm
But you tore me apart and you broke me
You beat me up and you choked me
I didn't know pain until you showed me
I was living with my eyes closed but you awoke me
Driving up the walls you drove me
I write my shit but you wrote me
I let you be above but you acted below me
I shouldn't have chose you, you didn't know me
My was soul black my heart was shining
I called your phone you were declining
I didn't understand I was defining
My heart and the stars were never aligning

You know I waited and waited
I couldn't invade it
Created created
I loved and I hated
We deflated deflated
I persuaded and I hate it
You ripped me and stated
It was me that you hated