im chillin Video (MV)

I don't like to talk about it
I'd rather let my problems sit till I can't do nothing about it
So f*cking stuck that I don't wanna move my body
I'll probably drop this f*cking song halfway through the writing

And I don't wanna be like that, now I'm gonna change
Nevermind, next day, everything's still the same
It's so hard to commit, I'mma lay down
Give myself a break, I'm sure it's the most important thing that I need right now
Even though I didn't do a thing, I'm so f*cking tired everyday
Wish I could take something that would make the pain of knowing this go away
For just a little while, that's all, that's all

A little while where I know I can be myself, myself
Without hating myself
Take me to the sky for a while
I could stare at these clouds pass by without thinking bout health

My head make me feel like I'm on hell on earth
I got a lot I can do but it's like I carry a curse
Whenever I think I'm better, it turns out I'm getting worse
I could be making some cheddar, instead I blow it on pleasure
And instant gratification, hoping that feeling's amazing
Like a kid getting a present but now it don't feel that crazy
And everything is so samey and everything is so nothing
Maybe my head is just bluffing to make me feel this, I don't know

What's the point in trying to find out when I tried it for so long
Why despite all of my talents, I'm making this f*cking song
It's the same shit that I wrote and recorded four years ago
Bout how I got no energy to do nothing but..

Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin'
Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin'
Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin'
Don't worry bout me, I'm just chillin', chillin'