JZAC - Mr. Self Destructive Lyrics

I'm Mr. Self Destructive
My way of thinking is the polar opposite of self productive
I'm Mr. over thinker I'm Mr. look in the mirror and say you're no good for nothing
I'm Mr. do it all refusing the help it was screw them all
Dumbest thing I ever thought was thinking I knew it all I ain't knew at all
I've been fighting discouragement
Spoke with a fan he told me my music was nourishment
Funny I feel like I haven't done shit
Think I'm the one that needed words of encouragement
Grew up inadequate grew up the addicts who thought that a bottle of liquor
Belongs in a medicine cabinet lets start unpacking it
Remember when daddy would carry a flask
Momma was wearing a mask I know that both of them love me to death
But I carry the weight from my past
Remember my sister would take me to class brother would take out the trash
I didn't have any money for lunch cause no one was carrying cash
I'm Mr. Self destructive I'm Mr. people pleaser
I'm Mr. oh you don't like me? hah I don't like me either
I've spent too much time making non believers tryna be believers
That shit ended up useless
Gotta get back to myself again can someone please reintroduce us?
Some of my loneliest days reminding myself that it's only a phase
I talked to a gentleman I didn't know he approached and he told me this phrase
Know we all live for the highs our feelings are just like the clouds in the sky
They're all gonna pass good and the bad
The focus should be on enjoying the ride it's simple
Huh cliches are cliche for a reason
The picture I painted is sitting a little uneven
Drowning in thoughts aye don't take it for granted you breathing
Take it you breathing
It's hard when you self destructive
Cause that ways the polar opposite of self productive
Don't be an over thinker
Wake up and go to the mirror and look at you you're no good for nothing