just how it feels Video (MV)

Your touch is like my flow, deeper than the surface
Making beats in my chest, and rhythms make her twerk and
You came up in the crib barking, but when you finna bite
This shit repetitive, bae, it's the same thing every time
I remember when you said I'm not the one I know you lied
I can tell you love me bae, just say it
It's in your eyes
It pains me every time I have to see a lil shorty cry
But then again this girl a snake
Like we was throwin' rollin' dies
These boys is out here with that drinkin and callin' out work for
My boy, I'm out here chasin' bags like it's something to work toward
And soon you'll watch me move the plaques from the house to the stu'do
But I can never switch on where I'm from like Jones, Julio
And don't be sad that you not winning, it's a process too
I'm far from winning, we got long roads ahead of us too
I'm waiting patiently and praying God will come through
The story is unwritten, till you go make the prophecy true
Just how it feels to wait my time
Just how it feels to get inside
And I'm trying, trying, trying I'm trying not to lose it
Just how it feels to be alive, oh
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the back get hype Hey
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the front, it's your time
And I'm trying, trying, trying I'm trying not to lose it
Just how it feels to be alive
Hey, look, I took a pill and then I spaced some more
I done got tired of all this drama, all this back and forth
I sit and listen to the memories in my mind
Replay them all the time, I hope that God gonna forgive me for them
But damn, she lookin' way too good in that dress, it was skim
I dunk on all that y'all, like ball just went over the rim
I tried to move on from the past, but it's scratchin' my brain
Do I get more or less respect when I put on a chain
People talk all the time behind my back in front of it
But there's no need to mind the nonsense, cause I'm confident
Look behind my shoulder, every little occasion
Think I might be lucid, dreamin' everyday vacation
I talk to God, but he never talk back, I know I'm not patient
They be sayin', Jxshy clone this, I'll never be replacement
I'm busy all the time because I f*ck with obligations
Think back and this is petty shit, that's just an observation, tell em
Just how it feels to wait my time
Just how it feels to get inside
And I'm trying, trying, trying I'm trying not to lose it
Just how it feels to be alive, oh
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the back get hype Hey
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the front, it's your time
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the back get hype Hey
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the front, it's your time
And I'm trying, trying, trying I'm trying not to lose it
Just how it feels to be alive
Just how it feels to wait my time
Just how it feels to get inside
And I'm trying, trying, trying I'm trying not to lose it
Just how it feels to be alive, oh
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the back get hype Hey
Left, hey, right, hey
Everybody in the front, it's your time
And I'm trying, trying, trying I'm trying not to lose it
Just how it feels to be alive