JWood - Alone Lyrics

You found me running in the dark and that's when I met you
Was feeling something in my heart after it split in two
I was scared but I knew this was what I had to do
Four weeks later we were together I was holding you
As we went on through the motions girl you saw me cry
Ain't ever really been this open but I had to try
I guess that I was kinda hoping that we'd have no lies
Ended up feeling like I'm choking wearing some disguise
You wouldn't let me be me but you could say anything
Now you've been outta my dreams but I'm still stuck in between
You took advantage of me I made you my everything
The way it happened we just gotta let it be but now

You got me down in my head again
I can't have you around cause you ain't been my friend
We were meant to be lovers but now we're playing pretend
And I don't want nothing from you so I'll be lonely again
Feels like we ain't even closer when you're in my bed
Feel like this could all be over if I count to ten
This ain't like a movie poster no it feels so cold
Scared of what you're gonna say so I don't check my phone
Leave me alone

Double standards with a side of aggression
We got a bucket full of problems with no plans to address it
Are you just waiting for it cause we're barely even been texting
You're telling breakup stories are you simply tryna send a message
Yeah
And it feels like we're just stuck in this drought
You helped me through a lot of shit you say you're needing me now
So tell me everything and let me help you figure it out, come on baby girl and show me What you're really about
But no
Instead you're pushing me away
I'm feeling further from you everday
I think it's time we go our separate ways
I don't think I got another thing to say cause

You got me down in my head again
I can't have you around cause you ain't been my friend
We were meant to be lovers but now we're playing pretend
And I don't want nothing from you so I'll be lonely again
Feels like we ain't even closer when you're in my bed
Feel like this could all be over if I count to ten
This ain't like a movie poster no it feels so cold
Scared of what you're gonna say so I don't check my phone
Leave me Alone