Onward Video (MV)

What you know about being down and out
Constantly being shot down
Knocked down counted out
I thought i had success GPS
I couldn't find a route
Bottled my tears and fears so ain't no time for me to shout it out
Dream deferred but it's fully faded
Tryna support myself with this little loot that I'm scraping
The butterfly effect i'll admit i was complaining
Cause nothing was really good i suffered being complacent
This is your conscious jvon you'll never make it
Your friends say they support you deep down they'll never play it
With all that deep introspective stuff you demonstrated
Is dope but it ain't nothing to quote they'll never say it
They'll hit you with something dumb like that's hot that joint is blazing
If you think they would properly push you then you're mistaken jvon
Jvon wake you up from all this nonsense
Ain't no sense of moving onwards i am your conscious
Tell the world goodbye
I'm giving it up I truly forfeit
The momentum I had I truly lost it
I feel the road to my dreams I never crossed it
But something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Moving me onward
Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Moving me onward
Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Career been stop and go
But i done had some good spurts
Kobe mentality
Olajuwon with the footwork
Lyrics is curry accurate
LeBron james fortitude
Life been beating me up
Guess I've been playing with jordan rules
According to opinions from others why am i still here
This rap things a young man's game bro you should feel weird
Invested so much time in my craft but lost some real shares
Started from the bottom and we
It must be my luck or I'm stuck in reverse stuck in this dirt
Ain't no room for real rappers i guess mumbling works
But nah i done balanced my pace i'm back in this race
The marathon continues by all accounts i'm back on the chase
Tell the world goodbye
I'm giving it up I truly forfeit
The momentum I had I truly lost it
I feel the road to my dreams I never crossed it
But something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Moving me onward
Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Moving me onward
Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Damn Marley I miss you
You would be disappointed
If you was still alive you would tell me to seize the moment
When Kwiz told me you passed oh my god I frigging lost it
Sitting in the back at your wake my eyes balling
I don't know if I can finish this recording
You would tell me continue forward never forfeit
I also miss you xiomara torres
I regret the last fight that made you get the abortion
We could of had a jvon junior or little xio
Who know's we could of had a couple of little hijo's
I close my eyes trying to forget that it's all real
I pray i see you both in heaven when it's all ended
Tell the world goodbye
I'm giving it up I truly forfeit
The momentum I had I truly lost it
I feel the road to my dreams I never crossed it
But something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Moving me onward
Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward
Moving me onward
Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward