I ain't ever good I gotta get some rest
I been on autopilot
Silent when I'm sliding
Ducking down and out of sight i find that
Hiding makes it better for the time
I don't embrace the timing
Riding with a diamond but I still feel my health declining all the time I might be dying
Tryna breathe right through the ash that shit still stinging
Feigning for a reason not to lay back down and give up breathing
Seen it like a hundred times
Told a couple hundred lies
Said I'm fine I'll light this blunt
You see my eyes? This shit ain't fun
But how the f*ck do I make everything okay?
Color faded out now everything is grey
Stuck in f*cking place I can't make it today
Can never fake when I can never feel my face
I'll take a day and start the shaking from withdrawal
Get sick and hazy can you blame me if I call?
I know I'm plaguing I can save it if you want
I'll pour another cup in case you're pulling up
Pour another cup
Lately I don't know how to cope but you know that I
Been thinking bout tying a rope or a 45
To open my mind and see the other side
This grim look I been wearing never seen the light
Riding through the motions
Sliding in a chrome benz
Thought that shit would help
But now I'm mixing potions
Oh shit
Better that I'm frozen
Stuck with no emotion
Give into my omens
They wanna see me floating
But how the f*ck do I make everything okay?
Color faded out now everything is grey
Stuck in f*cking place I can't make it today
Can never fake when I can never feel my face
Give me a dutch I'm faded
I dont even wanna blink
I don't know what to think
I don't what to say
I don't know how to wait
Why do I feel this way
Why do I play this game
Something everyday
My mental out of shape
I hope that there's a better way
I'm sipping the JD it tasting like water
I might wanna mix it all in with the vodka
Making it easy to pick all my locks
Imma open up then wish I never talked at all
Now my loud mouth numb
I got my ounce on call
She pull and want some
We'll puff it till suns up