Justin Vinylz - Dark Rooms (feat. Zeek & Clifford Ngosa) Lyrics

These dark rooms just phase me
Mind is twisted, I can be
Lost at the thought but don't save me
This uncertainty is what tame's me
I got a lot more problems that you ain't gonna hear from me
Lose the pep talk I've got shit taken from me
I got a drink for the mild rise
I got a blunt for the more rise
When I'm feeling myself I don't see it
When these demons call they ain't kidding
I want to kill myself and I mean it
The speed is life and I'm slipping
Well, let me get a grip then
Try defeat them
Find the answer in a Jesus piece
Try to swim away from the deep end
I'm still alive so I can't concede
I can't stand these hoes, no prosthetic, or wheelchair either
I'm afraid that these women will be cutting shit deeper
Shit is cold no fever
I've been broken all season
I've been looking for a reason
Every weekend amnesia
And all these people are the nemesis
I woke up in a dream
A life check was the medicine
Musical amphetamines were fed to me because I was on a string
I try to sing the chorus of all the shit it brings
This type of thing belongs to the type of people who cling
Onto a feeling, that best describes this anger

I've been sitting here drinking
Thinking should I call you
I could tell you about my weakness
Cause you're the one I'm missing
I'm faded
Listen to these words that I'm painting
These dark rooms can't save me
Feeling for you is overrated

Lately
I've been thinking about the stars and what they could mean
Is it a sign from above or an empty dream
Are these thoughts all I have that can set me free?
From these walls that I have been trapped in
Tried to drown in this pool of gin
That's when all the pain came rushing in
It got stuck in my lungs and I couldn't breath
And your smile is the reason I couldn't sleep
The girl that I thought I once loved
The same girl who came from above
Who's lips I thought were some kind of drug
Turned out to be
The forbidden fruit from Adam and Eve
I don't know why I couldn't tell
But I guess she had a few tricks up her sleeve
But maybe I deserve it for all of the pain I've caused, they call it karma
Maybe she was worth it but I was just blinded by the things that happened after
Maybe she was it for me,
These memories are like kerosene to an open sore
A scare that you left when you closed the door
And you walked away with no remorse, damn
But I gotta say you played me well
And all that's left is love that I would rather much have burn in hell
A victim of lust and misplaced trust, so when does love prevail?
I guess I'll never know from sitting in this dark rooms with these thoughts

I've been sitting here drinking
Thinking should I call you
I could tell you about my weakness
Cause you're the one I'm missing
I'm faded
Listen to these words that I'm painting
These dark rooms can't save me
Feeling for you is overrated