Dumpster Fire Video (MV)

How does it feel to be happy
Do you think that your whole life's complete
Cuz for me I don't
I found pleasure in hope
But I know that it only gets me so far
How do you cope with your sadness
Do you cry all the time
Do you curse at the sky
For me I do both
I found pleasure in growth
But I know that I could never hide
I am just a dumpster fire
But you brought out the best of me
It is complicated cuz I never knew
What happiness was cuz I never had it without you
But I'm a dumpster fire
And I am tryna do my best
Let's just say I'm making progress
I'm sorry if I cry
But I am just a dumpster fire
Some days I just cannot take no more
This escape's become a weight on my shoulders
Pressure's on I'm scared of writing a song
That you cannot sing along to
I have an image to keep up
A reputation to hold
Want you to read my whole life's book
But you'd probably turn the pages on me again
So I guess I'll just give you the hook
I am just a dumpster fire
But you brought out the best of me
It is complicated cuz I never knew
What happiness was cuz I never had it without you
But I'm a dumpster fire
And I am tryna do my best
Let's just say I'm making progress
I'm sorry if I cry
But I am just a dumpster fire
I promise that I try
I'm sorry I'm a dumpster fire