Walking away, crawling out of a hole
That I dug when I thought it was safe down below
Me? I'm not angry, I just wanna know
What the hell you were thinking, what the hell was that for
I guess it just came by surprise
But I know love it ain't always fair
No, I can't get it off of my mind
You are there, you are there, you are there
You are there, you are there, you are there
Memories fade but the photos hold true
I suppose that's why I never got one with you
I'll be okay I just need me some rest
There's a hole where your head used to lay on my chest
I don't blame you, no, not at all
Yeah I know that it would not be fair
But my dreams, they're a free-for-all
You are there, you are there, you are there
You are there, you are there, you are there
I was better off, I was better off
You got me wrong, got me wrong all along
I could try, I could lie
I could be anything but all you want is less of me
All I want, all I need is to know that you give a damn
But you're not listening
Thursday I played you a song that I wrote
I will not forget how you smiled through the notes
There in that moment I could not have known
That by Sunday you'd tell me you wanted to go
So I'll look for the wherewithal
And I'll pray that this life treats you fair
And I'll face up the truth, one last look at you
You're not there, you're not there, you're not there
You're not there, you're not there, you're not there