Like The Pain Video (MV)

Tomorrow's never promised so I live in the moment
Man I don't even know if Ima wake up in the morning
That's why I barely get sleep, I got too much to be doing
At this point man I don't even think I'm a human
There's so much going on that I just go through the movements
And come to think about it I don't even know if I'm lucid dreaming or dead
I can't believe what I said, that's just how I been feeling yea these the thoughts in my head
This just the way that I think
I might be losing my grip, this doesn't make any sense
Yea what's the point to the struggle if you, can't be a king
I'm sick of going in circles the same shit everyday
I know it may not be working but some things gotta change
I'm not looking for perfect unless it come to the page
Cause I ain't putting out bullshit that Ima take to the stage
Comparing me to the music knowing we one in the same
It's like they dared me to do this but they ain't finish the game
So what I start Ima finish, that's a part of the business
And my heart fully in this, but it's dark where I'm living
Time to start the ignition, ain't a star I can wish on
Going far but the system, doesn't want me to win
This not a game with a limit, entertainment is vivid
So I'll paint you a picture, with a frame you ain't lifting
I'm insane but I'm timid, only rage when I'm livid
Or in pain but the truth is I kind of like the pain
Did I do this for me, or did I do it for them
I can't believe where I've gotten since I started this shit
At first I ain't even want to book a studio sesh
But now I feel like I could really up and live in this bitch
I think my gift is a curse
Although I'm talented first person to challenge me is getting this work
There's no respect without courage
And I been flipping the bird without a f*cking concern
I mean i came from the dirt so you ain't taking my turf
I got some money to burn, a couple holes in my pocket I think I'll probably splurge
Till I'm engraved in the game and at the pace that I work
It's gonna happen for I even hit the stage with a verse
I got no time to rehearse, I'm busy writing this next line is absurd
This next track is insane, when this tape has emerged
I'll have them saying I'm one of the greatest they ever heard
That's real talk, if this was a race then I'm coming first
So what I start Ima finish, that's a part of the business
And my heart fully in this, but it's dark where I'm living
Time to start the ignition, ain't a star I can wish on
Going far but the system, doesn't want me to win
This not a game with a limit, entertainment is vivid
So I'll paint you a picture, with a frame you ain't lifting
I'm insane but I'm timid, only rage when I'm livid
Or in pain but the truth is I kind of like the pain
Did I kill it or not
I'm betting you didn't stop listening even took it back to the top
Cause everything that I drop
Is worth a couple of views man I be stirring the pot
I bet a hundred of you could not, get me to stop
I'm doing what I love like it or not
I'm here to stay so you mine as well get used to me now
This ain't a game to me I been doing this since a child
And right now ain't another rapper matching my style
Up in this east coast underground and Jersey be wild
I guess that's saying something bout me I ain't playing around
Thought you said something bout me homie now who the clown
I bet I put you in your place before the sun come down
You want to try me than do it, I dare you to it's amusing
But also kind of confusing you scared to do what I'm doing
That's why you'll never be great, that's why you'll never get moving
You never finish what you start I guess to me that's just stupid
So what I start Ima finish, that's a part of the business
And my heart fully in this, but it's dark where I'm living
Time to start the ignition, ain't a star I can wish on
Going far but the system, doesn't want me to win
This not a game with a limit, entertainment is vivid
So I'll paint you a picture, with a frame you ain't lifting
I'm insane but I'm timid, only rage when I'm livid
Or in pain but the truth is I kind of like the pain