Thinking bout the many things
We wanted to do
Forgetting by the numbers
When I think of you
Proposal at the regular and concepts to share
Truth was false, what's false was true
And less did you care
The breaking point, white flag raised
My head fell face down
Miserable at every corner
When you were around
A year went on and I was off
Aboard on the ship
Sailing to the oceans core
And waves above the tip
But now that it's vanished
The last thought remains
Reaching out to networks my heart deserves to claim
The heat is off, the end is near
I'm letting go of you, my dear
To be sticking onto what is worth
The consequences of my birth
I'm still willing to meet at Central Station
But a second thought may save me again
I thought that I was hated
A target on my back
I thought too much of others
Open shot for attack but
(Seize the day!) They told me
So do what you should
And one could say, I went too far
But I never could
Result of the action
And the call to its sound
It's something I doubted
But the reason was found
Regaining consciousness, of the world that was lost
Connecting with the friendships
Everyone that I tossed
The heat is off, the end is near
I'm letting go of you, my dear
To be sticking onto what is worth
The consequences of my birth
I'm still willing to meet at Central Station
But a second thought may save me again
I know you'd get me but
Many still don't
I tried so much to think less
That I was at fault
But someone came and found me
And plans went as saved
The hell you pegged helped me
Gained me more than you gave (Yeah!)
I lost a fraction of myself
What more was there to give?
She's still there, I can't ignore
And yet I still live
You should know how I have felt
The guilt that I have dealt with
But now I found the key to life
And it's a secret