Just One - On My Own Lyrics

On my own now
On my own
On my own now
On my own
On my own now
On my own
It's another f*cking day
And i'm all alone
I still got the same words
And they're in my notes
Writing that i wanna die
But you can't look me in my eye
Saying stop you're gonna cry
And tell me that i don't
Everything i say i
Put that shit on my skin
Cuz if i'm saying every word then
I'm meaning it
Now you notice that it's real
Don't try to tell me how i feel
And if the devils coming for me
Just tell me when
I'm still stuck here
It's meaningless
So what the f*ck
They teaching us
Doing all the same shit
But they are not forgiving us
F*cking suffocating
In this sad world we're living in
It's cool to be depressed
So i'm filling up these pages
With these words that i've been keeping in
About some f*cking people
That i've never seen or never been
So you're asking why the f*ck i sin
Because gods been f*cking with me
Maybe i should let the devil in
Or maybe it's a test just to see
If i should f*cking win
On my own now
On my own
On my own now
On my own
On my own now
On my own
Anymore i'm feeling worthless
That's the shit on my plate
I thought i closed my eyes for good
But i was turned from the gates
So i'm still locked up at the bottom
Scraping minimum wage
From the shoes of all these f*ckers
Who have had better days
Why's it killing me?
These are all these questions
That i had in therapy
But they ain't ever getting answered
So they've been grilling me
Said i need to go back
Even though i said i'm over it
I'm stuck on my last
Everyone's always saying
Time is wasted
Everyone's been asking me
Why i'm so basic
Everything i write
It's always bout the same shit
So Tyler why you sad
I thought you're touching every basis
But no one knows what it's like everyday
When they're thinking all that shit
But never say it to my face
So i've been hiding from my family
They might put me in my place
F*ck dancing with my demons
I've been tangled with my fate