Jupiter Grey - Disappearing of Saturn Lyrics

I've been living in a dark place
I've been going through these tough days
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
But I'm drowning in my own pain
I'll be surfing this red wave
I'll be flying with my blue cape
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
But the feeling just remains the same
Never could I have ever imagined that I would have fallen deep in
In to a world that destroys the human being
I be searching for a new space
With a window for the sunrays
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
But I end up in the same place

Why am I acting like I know you
You you you you
My old mind is hard to find but in time
I'll recognise and know you
You you you you
Is this really me here

I've been laying in the black shade
I've been battling my own brain
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
But I'm fading in the worst way
I've been looking at my own face
Staring back at me my own shame
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
But I never seem to turn the page
How will I walk through the fire and make it
Is there no more to say
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
I be fighting just to stay awake
I'm sinking into deeper frame
Of a world that never seems to change

Why am I acting like I know you
You you you you
My old mind is hard to find but in time
I'll recognise and know you
You you you you
Is this really me here

I be fighting it off
I be fighting it off
I be fighting it off