Juniper - the game of losing (demo) Lyrics

I am the best at everything I do
At writing songs and tests in school
My ACT score cuts tuitions in half
I hit the highest notes in choir class
I am the best at everything I do
I'm mature when it comes to people too
I've always thought that I was far above
Your ex who keyed your silver car
I'm not showing off
This is just what I do
I'm not showing off
This is what I have to do
I am the best at everything I do
I keep my parents happy and follow the rules
It's a precarious performance but you would never know
'Cause I can handle everything like an adult
But here I am, crumbled to my f*cking knees
The moment that I realize you're leaving me
It's the most painful thing I'll ever have to do
But I am the best at everything I do
I'm not showing off
This is just what I do
I'm not showing off
This is what I have to do
This is the part where I prove I wasn't wrong
Where I keep all of my promises, each and every one
I'm going to make the whole thing look effortless
Because I have arrived at the ultimate test
Of if I'm really the best at everything I do
If I can win the game of losing you