July Quin - OVER THE RAILS (feat. Conversing with Oceans) Lyrics

Why does your love
Why does your love hurt?
Had enough of this shit on my own
Don't tell me you love me just leave me alone
Why does your love
Why does your love hurt?
Had enough of this shit on my own
Don't tell me you love me just leave me alone
Why does your love
Why does your love hurt?
Had enough of this shit on my own
Don't tell me you love me just leave me alone
Why does your love
Why does your love hurt? (I got to tap into something that I...)
Had enough of this shit on my own (That I don't really want to)
Don't tell me you love me just leave me alone (But whatever)
Now I can't take the blame for it all the time
How your fam treat you like Trump at the borderline?
You ready and threatening to call cops
Over the odds of if you love me or not
When we are all that we got, at least I thought
There's no forgiveness, no grace, no scripture
No sniffling, no crying, gotta remember all snakes shed skin
Your two faces blends in
Playing pretender for months on end
Repeat offenders always do it again
I won't forget how you left me the coldest day that November
Kicked out the house in shorts and no sweater
Wouldn't let up on the side of my face
My body aches
And no phone to call to call somebody to escape
Was left dragging my heels
Thru the sick and the ill
I walked to Bryant's thru the guilt and the shame
He wasn't home
Somebody else opened the door
I felt embarrassed
How you gonna have me out there this way?
You so savage, it hurts to revisit
But I was always born to confession
I mean even as a kid I was different
I never witnessed anybody with ties
Come to support in my many endeavors
When I picked up a mic
Was always me and me alone
On the road with my friends
Dead broke, had either money to eat or go home
And thru the blessing of my homies, I grow
A muddy rose, I said it once and I'll say it again
Was never born to win
I failed so many times in my life
But I get up and I try it again
Was mortified by my quarter life
I ain't even get to glorify the fact that this was my Jordan time
Was stuck sick in bed
Alone and depressed
But now I'm coming out for your neck
So, you better wear some damn protection
Cause I weathered the storm
And came out better than all you ever tried to put me thru
You won't put me again
You dumb bi-
Who's that knocking at my window?
Who's that over by the stairs?
When you laying on your pillow
They coming up over the rails
The one's praying for your downfall might just be the ones you call your kin
And their misery is sinful
I myself can barely comprehend
It's a mugging but I thug it out
I'm putting up a fight, yeah
No amount of money claims your suffering
Your eyes shut
Blind to the truth I'm done being the polite one
Right before the night comes
You gon' understand
I was always born to be this gifted (Nah, nah)
You were bought up ugly and you jealous (Nah, nah)
You go be alone with your assumptions (Nah, nah)
Every day you buggin (You want what you can't have)
Feels too familiar because I've seen it with eyes of my own
As a child I called it my home
I thought it was love
But what can a child know?
When such highs are just followed by lows
You grow up thinking that's just how it goes
But I've grown and that's not how that goes
You won't see me step foot in that home
I've built a new palace all of my own
Why does your love
Why does your love hurt?
Had enough of this shit on my own
Don't tell me you love me just leave me alone
Why does your love
Why does your love hurt?
Had enough of this shit on my own
Don't tell me you love me just leave me alone
Honestly, I'm starting to wonder why I even bother
Do you even love me, or you just love having me around?