Are You Happy? Video (MV)

Are you alone
Slowing losing focus
Tell me are you all okay
Hello, are you happy, yet
Are you embarrassed
That you're still feeling the same

First girl I ever loved rejected me
The second and third I can't really remember
By the fourth or fifth I wasn't sure of this shit
The sixth cheated on me and that shit depressed me
Now I'm sad, first time I was down bad
I dropped outta class
F*ck chemistry, this shit is backhand
I always been a lover for love's sake
But now I gotta question, do I have what it takes
Man, I never been secure in my own skin
My personality is no friend to thin patience
And I feel as if I come off thick
I'm quick to tone down
The parts of myself that I fear are too loud
Just to gain some type of acceptance
It's sick
But I need to know that I'm not all alone
Where could I ever belong
Thin line tween woe is me and poetry
Unrequited love, heart on my arm
I'm good at seeing the bright side in the killers that come
No heaven undone
Bitters is a hell of a drug
Come nightfall we gon sing out the sun
Like a bear in a blue house
We puppeteers, masters of fun
I know 50 odd ways to mess up a good thing
But the one that never fails is to never change
And if love is a hurricane I'm caught in the eye
When there's wreckage all around me I feel calmer inside
I reduced myself to getting used to never wanting better
Mostly cause I couldn't have it
I been abandoned, look at my parents
One physically left, and
The other one's emotion neglect
Any perspective or delusion of a brighter future
Was bread on the streets rapping making beats on computers
The only thing that I can manage when I start to lose it
I wasn't popular in school I wasn't good at hooping
But I mutilated myself back in my student days
And aged from lack of grace, all my beauty is not face
But taste in morals and faith
And one day, my kids gonna ask what to make of this life
And I'ma say hey, check it

Closed mouths don't get the answers
Broke hearts won't play the fool
If you're scared and won't take chances
You've already lost
There's not much that your pride can do for you

Are you alone
Slowing losing focus
Tell me are you all okay
Hello, are you happy, yet
Are you embarrassed
That you're still feeling the same