Julien Baker - Everybody Lost Somebody Lyrics

I guess it's true
The only reason I called you last night
The reason I been standing on a wire
It's this dream I keep having where I'm begging
Just to give myself a break
But there's nothing I wouldn't do to wake up and remember
I wanna wake up and remember
(Take my clothes, I'm begging)

I think pain is waiting alone at the corner
Tryna get myself back home, yeah
Looking like everybody
Knowing everybody lost somebody
I'm standing here in the cold and
I gotta get myself back home
Looking like everybody
Knowing everybody lost somebody
Everybody lost somebody

I waited 'til the night was over
Cursed the sun for coming up all over
Cashed the checks I had, I didn't own
Standing on the corner, God I wonder when
I'll give myself a break
But there's nothing I wouldn't do to settle up with Heaven
It's a debt I gotta settle in Heaven
(Take my clothes, I'm begging)

I think pain is waiting alone at the corner
Tryna get myself back home soon
Looking like everybody
Knowing everybody lost somebody
I'm standing here in the cold and
I'm tryna get myself back home
I'm looking like everybody
Knowing everybody lost somebody

I'm lost
I know that I'm lost
Lost in a world without you
I know that I'm lost
I know that I'm lost
Lost in a world without you

And there's a reason I wake up alone in strange places
There's a reason I see myself in a million faces
There's a reason I can't stop it all from changing
There's a reason I can't stop it all from changing
There's a reason I wake up alone in strange places
There's a reason I see myself in a million faces
There's a reason I can't stop it all from changing
There's a reason I can't stop it all from changing