Julian Gabriel - Try, Lyrics

Lose focus if I sleep, the mind is creeping into your sheets
In lonely nights still, plan to leave escaping for love in the streets
Just thinking those dollars are fine can give to her for the time
I work hard for this in my mind, I just need to slide to decide
The problem is I have a spine, but remember I'm trying to set you free
If she goes to bed early, I'm online looking at the freaks
In times of stress, I've folded yes
But, I cannot confess
But, still, I try

I'm sorry but, I wasn't born
To ever be more than what you adore
If it happens you're denied by the passion you can't fight
Basic instincts if it lies, the madness try

Better get correct standards too high for less
Makes no difference if I get denied but I want the best
Oh no, I'm not going to leave this misery has comfort, yet
If I think like MC Hammer then I'm too legit to quit
It's a pity for my mind half the time coz tonight this life leads imagination to despite
If my might is as strong as this pint than its drunk until the light when alone with these knives
That's petty right I got to get this head thoroughly checked
Barely conscious, burned up flesh when I spark flames when I need sex
Coz, still, I try

I'm sorry but, I wasn't born
To ever be more than what you adore
If it happens you're denied by the passion you can't fight
Basic instincts if it lies, the madness try

Sins of me trickle me empowers the cowards that leach on me in days of these hours
Coz my body plagued to be here to devour if she says it's her's I go take her like Bowser
There's something about her, I marry but, carry my dog to the casket, my ass whipped, facts
If she counts on me that's a counsel fee, facts, I hope I don't sink when there battleships, facts
Not that comfortable, I'm screaming within, apocalypse goes with archangel to win
I'll be staying yours until there's an end but, could it be astonishing to be an ex-man
My action
Wants satisfaction
I don't really have a problem no, I just want a disaster
Would I mind if she just left me no, that's a mental bastard?
Give to all but, hate the love to me, feel that I'm a hazard
God won't let me die and let it be, it seems I never mattered
To you all I'm very difficult, the love deserved is better
She won't be on fire when I'm cold, I will never let her
I will be the issue until she leaves, daddy's a toxic breed
She is crazy to be with me, you should try to flee